Luderart, you really do start all the best discussion questions! (:
I don't care if I ever get any recognition. I whistle and sing aimlessly all the time, whether anyone is there to hear me or not, (often annoying people when they are there). I can't help it, and I don't generally realize I'm doing it. For me, composing is the same sort of thing. There's a tune running around in my head that needs to get out. I've started writing them down because that gives me the option of harmonizing with my own aimless whistling. I'd love to hear my pieces performed, but the idea of any actual recognition is actually rather terrifying. That sounds like it would set up an expectation for future greatness that might stop up my creative flow. Right now, since I'm just playing, I can take risks, or just piddle around with something until it starts to work. Abandon an idea if it doesn't work. It doesn't really matter whether it is working brilliantly immediately. If my adoring public was waiting with bated breath for my next composition, that would be pretty stressful.
(But if you all want to decide I'm the next Mozart after I'm safely dead, that's fine with me.)