I did start off with tunes on the piano that I found to convey the catchy, profound, and powerful emotions I describe. So, from my perspective, these tunes of mine do convey what I describe them to be even while played on a basic instrument such as a piano. I do not understand this because, again, other people are telling me that my tunes convey nothing of the sort. From my perspective, the notes of these tunes don't need any more development. If they do, then I am not exactly sure what you mean by that. Nonetheless, I will learn what I need to learn to create good music. If I am fully trained and educated in the future and, yet, I still find myself in the same predicament, then something is going on here that I cannot explain.
I did share my music in my opening post. It is the link to the playlist of my tunes at the bottom of that opening post.