Yes, it is just my personality, too direct (but this has stops actually). But I am working over it to make it better :)... I pretend to improve everything you have heard, I pretend to make my best music in 5 years as a plan, this is only what is being resulting in my learning path :). I appreciate your suggestions, i think thats really good feedback (thats the reason I am still here, because of the quality of the suggestions)..
Rgds,