If so, what instrument do you perform it on? Do you try your piano pieces out on piano? What about non-piano pieces? Do you play or try out your musical ideas on an instrument while composing? Or do you just use software simulations for that? If so, what sound libraries do you use and are you satisfied with the results? Does that sufficiently connect you to the performance practices of actual musicians?
I generally only create melodic lines/chordal accompaniment. I can play passages in many cases but not extended efforts---I'm not trained as a pianist--unfortunately (I can read/perform lead sheet/pop music--I have a good right hand and enough technique to do brief figurations with the left....Enough theory and experience to know where the bass needs to be...)
Performing non-piano pieces: I work through passages for strings on the piano--again not performance grade, but checking concept, harmony, rhythmic flow...
When it comes to realizing the piece, I rely on the software to render correct parts, dynamics as I write them.
I now use VSL special editions and am comfortable with them. Unfortunately, I am working on mainly chamber music with solo strings, and with most libraries, these are the hardest to sample due to their idiosyncratic nature and high level of individual expression (vibrato width, warmth of tone, sound point, subtle variance of dynamics, overtones/partials/harmonics....)
VSL special edition has a good cello, great viola, and an average violin, but in all cases the articulations make the difference---great pizz, staccato, tremolo, accenting, etc... The spatial convolution/reverb/panning are excellent as well, and individual instruments can be tweaked.
The pianos are exceptional across the board.
All in all, using VSL is a great pleasure and makes the realization of what I write a pleasure to hear--and useful.
Nope! I am comfortable with violin, viola, flute and piano (to some extent--self education with scores and books beyond my playing). This is a major reason why I am seeking out actual musicians as a next step to workshop and record a completed piece. Expensive, but really necessary to evolve as a composer. I rationalize the expense by figuring that a formally educated composer has spent 100k to 200k on an education--- if I spend 1 or 2k (or for free!) on getting a piece performed/recorded and experience the give and take/feedback of working with musicians--I am getting educated on the cheap!
Yes. As soon as the electronic ink has dried, I'm looking for grad. students to workshop it, or short of that, professionals. Then to record... After that, a public performance? I'm considering being my own empresario and (with help with ticketing/advertising) booking a show with standard rep. pieces and sneaking in my own...
I love composing, and if a piece makes the grade, why not have it performed?