You see, I can compose without a piano, and just on paper as well, and then i transfer that into finale, and it sounds great, just as I wanted it to sound, but...I don't think I have had enough experience with each instrument to know the limitations, and exact tones of each, so I am still unsure how good it would sound fully orchestrated.
I have never taken a class, or read a book on orchestration, all i have done is tinkered with notes on paper, and in my head, I just know what sounds good (well in my head ;) ), and it sounds good in my head, and on piano (if i start there), and no matter what, it ends up in finale, and there it sounds good, but i can't help myself still feeling that i'm going to try and get something orchestrated, show up, and it is going to sound completely different then what i intended it sound like, and since i don't have an orchestra at my beck and call, I can't do tests, to see what sounds good actually orchestrated.