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Hello everyone.
I have sad news. After much deliberation I decided that I want to quit composition and music overall. I lost the joy in creating my own pieces and I don't want to earn a living with music. I'm truly burnt out and I only like being a passive listener, without even trying to analyze the pieces.
So, most likely I won't ever use this account ever again and for most people I will disappear. I unlisted all my videos on YouTube, that channel doesn't define me anymore and I want to move on.
I want to say that I had a really good time in this community, specially at the start when I joined. I want to thank @Henry Ng Tsz Kiu and many others for supporting so many young musicians and keeping this forum alive. Also I'm glad I met @Theodore Servin and @Gwendolyn Przyjazna, who are good friends of mine now.
I hope this forum will keep on going and helping new composers get a good basis that allows them to offer an artistic/cultural contribution to society.
Best luck to everyone! Take care
Sincerely,
-Ivan
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Hi Ivan,
For me it’s a sad news to hear that you lose the joy for composing, since you composed wonderful pieces over and over. But I also understand that it could be exhausting to compose, especially when we are having our down periods. It’s always important to rank yourself above your music. After all, without taking good care in yourself, you won’t be able to write and enjoy music at all.
As for my own experience I had a hiatus period of composing between 2016-2019, with pressures from life and career choices preventing me to have any inspiration on composing. But you can always go back to composing whenever you want. Don’t have that as a pressure!
One of the reason I don’t take music as my living is I don’t wanna have my music limited by commissions and the trend. I just wanna write what I want without financial and stylistic pressures, and it helps me to be passionate on writing music, instead of writing for money and forcing myself to please others and writing used I don’t want to.
We are lucky to have you here Ivan. Thank you for your contributions and wonderful pieces shared to the forum. Your account is always here no matter what, and your comeback will always be welcomed! Take good care of yourself and wish you a healthy and wonderful life!
Best Wishes,
Henry