I have recently been accepted into my first choice of university for both Performance and Composition. I auditioned with two piano pieces and also submitted a composition portfolio. I talked with the advisors and they said that I could choose either performance or composition or I could do both if I wished. The problem is, I'm not sure which one to do.
Part of the issue is that I'm not exactly sure what the performance programs in most universities entail. I know for certain that I don't want to be a concert pianist. My ideal career is composing soundtracks for films, television, video games and the like. However, I've been playing the piano my whole life and I don't feel it would be right to simply drop the performance aspect of my musical experience.
I love playing the piano and I like performing, but I'm not really into the "competing against wunderkind ten-year-olds and practicing seven hours a day" aspect of performing.
Any suggestions for which degree I should pursue, or whether I should pursue both? Am I being too paranoid about the performance aspect?