Hey guys,
Will make this nice and quick since I won't bore you with the details unless you ask specifically, heh.
Does anyone here suffer from OCD in a way that affects their compositional ability? I find my compositions restricted immensely by this fact, to a point where it discourages me from composing whatsoever.. not good considering I just started my Bachelor's degree in music composition!
A few quick examples for your interest will come tomorrow seeing as I'm having a bit of a mental blank at the moment, but hopefully you will have a grasp of what I'm referring to. To an extent, it's fairly plain stuff that I restrict myself from doing, but at that extent this is what makes it so difficult.
I love the theories of contemporary music and want to compose in this style later in life but at the rate I'm going now I don't think I could ever physically bring myself to compose it?
What do you guys think about this matter? Do you feel that over time these thoughts will just subside - especially if I continuously expose myself to the teachings of music? That's what I'm hoping for at the moment.
Any input would be appreciate.. sorry if it reads as being rushed, however suffice to say it was written in a rush :whistling:.
Cheers,
Gav