Whersh mailee, whersh maikween?

was missing a certain someone, wanted to capture the moments, don't usually have a program behind these improvisations but i guess this one sort of does and i think it at least touches on some things that i was feeling at that moment, at that time. i knew nothing of what i was going to play so whatever came out must, i think believe dont believe or whatever, have been at least partially about her, then only temporarily lost. perhaps those semi-clashing chords at the very end were a plea? or maybe even a foreshadowing, i like to think, of things to come?

[score produced using the AnthemScore Windows application to convert the audio in the youtube video to music notation. i am not sure of the accuracy of this transcription but i think it is at least close enough for analysis so that i can determine some of the specifics of what i played.]